Is it all real?

There are a lot of things I don't get, love being one of them.
How come it works for everyone else except me?
I mean, I know I'm fat I don't need anyone to tell me that. And I know I'm ugly but what I don't really get is why I haven't even had a glimpse of love. I've had jerk boyfriends that lasted a couple days but I mean no one likes me. And my school has this thing yea it's called a love bug. I remember the days I could tell everything to my best friend, but not anymore.
So I'm telling it to you all.
I really don't get it at all. I'm seeing it happen but nothing for me. Guys I like always like the pretty girls why not me? I guess the movies lie huh? Yep, they do.
So I'm joining team Kasey.
I don't believe in love anymore.
As much as I want to, I just don't.
The end.
P.L.H.
N.C.L.