People change, and promises are broken.

Hola mi amigos!
So tomorrow is Wednsday meaning my Thanksgiving break!!! But for Thanksgiving, you're supposed to give thanks. Really I don't have anything to be thankful for because I've been a pretty shitty friend (excuse my french).
I've lost friends, because of being a bad friend, and I've lost friends because of living arangements and high school.
My one best friend whom I could count on through thik and thin, through all the shit I've been through. And sitting on a Greyhound bus, with some crazy guy, and a dude who wouldn't stop laughing and getting lost in the streets of New York was LeAnne. And I betrayed her, I took all my anger out on her that was really directed towards Bridgette.
I got pretty crazy and pyscho over the past couple weeks, and I ended up saying things I didn't mean. Which mostly went to LeAnne and Aimee, whom have been there for me since July with that one comment I wrote to them.
They sat with me through Kasey and Jessy, whom I still love to death but they sat with me while I cried, and they stuck up for me.
Not to mention, we lasted an entire trip to Virginia without ONE fight, plus to top it all off, we rode the swings together, and still survived.
And not to forget, getting lost in New York, taking a FREAKY bus with a guy who talked to himself, eating sucky food, and waiting for hours in the pouring rain for the four boys we love!
We officially became the JB Poners and through tough times we stuck it out.
But it's not the same anymore, because of me.
So with that, this is my final appolge (Sp?) too my two sisters, best friends, New York buddy, Maryland Push Play girl, Page Kooney Girls. I'm sorry for ever hurting you, and most likely this is probably good-bye but whatever.
This is my last message, blog, comment, etc.. I just wanted you all to know how truely sorry I am.
And to all Aimee, and LeAnne's friends who think I'm a freak and wackoo, I'm sorry for that too.


Only LeAnne will understand this.
But that's all, I love you girls soooo effin much and I have to say this:
The view is so clear and it's crazy up here.
Life is amazing with you on the ride
To Virigina and New York ahahah!