Hola mi amigos!
So tomorrow is Wednsday meaning my Thanksgiving break!!! But for Thanksgiving, you're supposed to give thanks. Really I don't have anything to be thankful for because I've been a pretty shitty friend (excuse my french).
I've lost friends, because of being a bad friend, and I've lost friends because of living arangements and high school.
My one best friend whom I could count on through thik and thin, through all the shit I've been through. And sitting on a Greyhound bus, with some crazy guy, and a dude who wouldn't stop laughing and getting lost in the streets of New York was LeAnne. And I betrayed her, I took all my anger out on her that was really directed towards Bridgette.
I got pretty crazy and pyscho over the past couple weeks, and I ended up saying things I didn't mean. Which mostly went to LeAnne and Aimee, whom have been there for me since July with that one comment I wrote to them.
They sat with me through Kasey and Jessy, whom I still love to death but they sat with me while I cried, and they stuck up for me.
Not to mention, we lasted an entire trip to Virginia without ONE fight, plus to top it all off, we rode the swings together, and still survived.
And not to forget, getting lost in New York, taking a FREAKY bus with a guy who talked to himself, eating sucky food, and waiting for hours in the pouring rain for the four boys we love!
We officially became the JB Poners and through tough times we stuck it out.
But it's not the same anymore, because of me.
So with that, this is my final appolge (Sp?) too my two sisters, best friends, New York buddy, Maryland Push Play girl, Page Kooney Girls. I'm sorry for ever hurting you, and most likely this is probably good-bye but whatever.
This is my last message, blog, comment, etc.. I just wanted you all to know how truely sorry I am.
And to all Aimee, and LeAnne's friends who think I'm a freak and wackoo, I'm sorry for that too.
Only LeAnne will understand this.
But that's all, I love you girls soooo effin much and I have to say this:
The view is so clear and it's crazy up here.
Life is amazing with you on the ride
To Virigina and New York ahahah!
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Saturday, November 17, 2007
People Have Problems
So anyone who knows me, knows I'm very protective of my friends.
I take up for them when I know times are shitty and if someone is the root of all their shittyness. Well then righty oh, you get a nice talk from Natalie.
Derek, one of my friends has not only hurt 1 but has hurt 2 of my closest and dearest friends. Causing one friendship to end. I have to say that he could surely fool you with everything he says and does and being a sweetheart. But in the end you wake up every morning, and you think someone is different, but in the end their nothing but the person you hopped they weren't.
Looking back on all this and wishing I had love makes me realize that it causes nothing but pain. My oldest and probably closest friend doesn't believe in love anymore.
Because of you.
And this is what I have and want to say to you Derek.
Dear Derek,
First off you are exactly what you didn't want to be.
A fake and empty person.
You deserve EVERYTHING that has happened to you and frankly, you deserve every single wond you have.
You are one of the worse guys, ANYONE could've ever fallen for, especially because you know Kasey is way to good for you. First it was playing two girls at once, you may think you didn't but you did. You played them cold and you played them hard.
And in the end you talked bad about them. You think you are so amazing, news flash first off, you look nothing like Joe Jonas. You need to look in a mirror and see the real you.
And even if you did, once someone actually spent time with you, they'd realize exactly how terrible you are.
You said you were falling in love with Kasey but in the end it was all fake?
Just because you've obviously had a lot of pain in your life but all I can say is blame yourself, you don't tell anyone but your friends and if you know what's good for you you'd tell someone.
You are nothing but a sel-fish idiot who obviously needs to open his eyes and realize excuse my language but you're a dick.
And for you to over go around telling people how amazing or how much you love them, that's wrong.
You need to just open your eyes and see.
You're exactly what you didn't want to be.
You're the same guy every guy is, no matter how much you just want to be the nice guy next door. You will always be the guy who broke one of my best friends hearts, and who needs a lot of a harder slapping, then you actually get.
Yea this may be rude, this may cause you to call me a bitch. And it may cause Sammy to never talk to me again.
But this is what happens when you mess with my friends.
I have lost all my respect for you and your friends and everything that's happened in your past, every little thing that bugs you you deserve and I hope you live with that pain forever.
You are a cold hard, jerk who needs to open his eyes and realize.
He's just another, player.
Have a nice life jerk, I hope you have a cold hard life full of pain and sadness because that's EXACTLY what you deserve.
Oh and try to come back to Kasey. You'll get more then a blog.
PONED
Oh and FYI everytime you talked to me about Kasey, this is what I thought about you:
Oh and Kasey's personal favorite:
I take up for them when I know times are shitty and if someone is the root of all their shittyness. Well then righty oh, you get a nice talk from Natalie.
Derek, one of my friends has not only hurt 1 but has hurt 2 of my closest and dearest friends. Causing one friendship to end. I have to say that he could surely fool you with everything he says and does and being a sweetheart. But in the end you wake up every morning, and you think someone is different, but in the end their nothing but the person you hopped they weren't.
Looking back on all this and wishing I had love makes me realize that it causes nothing but pain. My oldest and probably closest friend doesn't believe in love anymore.
Because of you.
And this is what I have and want to say to you Derek.
Dear Derek,
First off you are exactly what you didn't want to be.
A fake and empty person.
You deserve EVERYTHING that has happened to you and frankly, you deserve every single wond you have.
You are one of the worse guys, ANYONE could've ever fallen for, especially because you know Kasey is way to good for you. First it was playing two girls at once, you may think you didn't but you did. You played them cold and you played them hard.
And in the end you talked bad about them. You think you are so amazing, news flash first off, you look nothing like Joe Jonas. You need to look in a mirror and see the real you.
And even if you did, once someone actually spent time with you, they'd realize exactly how terrible you are.
You said you were falling in love with Kasey but in the end it was all fake?
Just because you've obviously had a lot of pain in your life but all I can say is blame yourself, you don't tell anyone but your friends and if you know what's good for you you'd tell someone.
You are nothing but a sel-fish idiot who obviously needs to open his eyes and realize excuse my language but you're a dick.
And for you to over go around telling people how amazing or how much you love them, that's wrong.
You need to just open your eyes and see.
You're exactly what you didn't want to be.
You're the same guy every guy is, no matter how much you just want to be the nice guy next door. You will always be the guy who broke one of my best friends hearts, and who needs a lot of a harder slapping, then you actually get.
Yea this may be rude, this may cause you to call me a bitch. And it may cause Sammy to never talk to me again.
But this is what happens when you mess with my friends.
I have lost all my respect for you and your friends and everything that's happened in your past, every little thing that bugs you you deserve and I hope you live with that pain forever.
You are a cold hard, jerk who needs to open his eyes and realize.
He's just another, player.
Have a nice life jerk, I hope you have a cold hard life full of pain and sadness because that's EXACTLY what you deserve.
Oh and try to come back to Kasey. You'll get more then a blog.
PONED
Oh and FYI everytime you talked to me about Kasey, this is what I thought about you:
Oh and Kasey's personal favorite:
Monday, November 5, 2007
Change
Change is a scary thing. It's one of those things you know is going to happen but you try your best to avoid it at any cost what so ever. You even think if you can just hide under the covers and count to a bajillion it will all just stay like that, but then you wake up and you realize nothing is ever the same and everything changes.
Ever since high school these changes have occured, changes that I thought would never happen but still widdled their way into my in-genious plan. I mean c'mon my best friend, who I can still remember was the first person at Hereford to ever say "Hi" to me is living with someone I really hate. I'm worried she could get in trouble just because, the person she's living with is the person who could get her in trouble and more then ever I just wish I was back in elementry school, where nothing bad ever happened and that you were always assured something and that was to have the same people in the same class and that everyone liked eachother and there was no drama.
I watched as my favorite band, became something huge, became something amazing and I watched as millions of screaming girls became in awe with these boys who tried to be our friends, the boys who sang for no one the boys who sat in a crowded mini-van just to see us. Now I see these 945486308 girls screaming JONAS JONAS JONAS! and it feels like these guys who you thought you knew were leaving you forever. It's those times, those times when I think of September 19th and how happy I was, that I was in reaching distance of The JOE JONAS! The guy who stole my heart, the guy who I thought was just the greatest the guy I most thought was like me, and the guy whom became my hero along with his brothers, it's those days when I think back to the excitment and the screaming that I really, really wish I could keep forever. It's held in a special place in my heart because it was one of the best nights of my life.
Sure Jonas will become huge, make millions, marry some super-model, have kids and die happy. They did what they wanted but yet, we never even got to say goodbye.
There are a lot of things I could say to those boys today, I'd say how much I miss them, and I may even insult them a few times, but above all I'd say how truely, truely proud I am of them. They changed my life and even though I'm letting go of the Jonas Brothers, I'm not letting go of Kevin, Joe and Nick. Those three guys, whom I have to say did become my friends in a way, they did become the guys I built a special relationship with even though they didn't know, it was like we were friends. And when they go multi-platinum and out sell Kelly Clarkson they will always, and I mean always be Kevin Joe and Nick, not the Jonas Brothers, but the guys who lived in Jersey, with their mom, dad and little brother, Frankie, and their best friends were Mandy & Joey.
And even when I forget about them and my life becomes a non-jonas life there will ALWAYS be a small place in my heart for them. Is this goodbye to my Jonas obsession? I'm not quite sure. But for right now, I just want to think of all those amazing things and experiences I have gotten from them.
"People change, and promises are broken"
"Hold back your thoughts and live like robots because we all know what goes on"
Above all this, true, original fan stuff, I know how much they did and do care about these fans and to me they will always be the guys who had this in their songs:
"But she only sang, S Club 7 And all those boy bands."
Cheesy I know but thanks for reading!
Love Always,
N.C.L.
Ever since high school these changes have occured, changes that I thought would never happen but still widdled their way into my in-genious plan. I mean c'mon my best friend, who I can still remember was the first person at Hereford to ever say "Hi" to me is living with someone I really hate. I'm worried she could get in trouble just because, the person she's living with is the person who could get her in trouble and more then ever I just wish I was back in elementry school, where nothing bad ever happened and that you were always assured something and that was to have the same people in the same class and that everyone liked eachother and there was no drama.
I watched as my favorite band, became something huge, became something amazing and I watched as millions of screaming girls became in awe with these boys who tried to be our friends, the boys who sang for no one the boys who sat in a crowded mini-van just to see us. Now I see these 945486308 girls screaming JONAS JONAS JONAS! and it feels like these guys who you thought you knew were leaving you forever. It's those times, those times when I think of September 19th and how happy I was, that I was in reaching distance of The JOE JONAS! The guy who stole my heart, the guy who I thought was just the greatest the guy I most thought was like me, and the guy whom became my hero along with his brothers, it's those days when I think back to the excitment and the screaming that I really, really wish I could keep forever. It's held in a special place in my heart because it was one of the best nights of my life.
Sure Jonas will become huge, make millions, marry some super-model, have kids and die happy. They did what they wanted but yet, we never even got to say goodbye.
There are a lot of things I could say to those boys today, I'd say how much I miss them, and I may even insult them a few times, but above all I'd say how truely, truely proud I am of them. They changed my life and even though I'm letting go of the Jonas Brothers, I'm not letting go of Kevin, Joe and Nick. Those three guys, whom I have to say did become my friends in a way, they did become the guys I built a special relationship with even though they didn't know, it was like we were friends. And when they go multi-platinum and out sell Kelly Clarkson they will always, and I mean always be Kevin Joe and Nick, not the Jonas Brothers, but the guys who lived in Jersey, with their mom, dad and little brother, Frankie, and their best friends were Mandy & Joey.
And even when I forget about them and my life becomes a non-jonas life there will ALWAYS be a small place in my heart for them. Is this goodbye to my Jonas obsession? I'm not quite sure. But for right now, I just want to think of all those amazing things and experiences I have gotten from them.
"People change, and promises are broken"
"Hold back your thoughts and live like robots because we all know what goes on"
Above all this, true, original fan stuff, I know how much they did and do care about these fans and to me they will always be the guys who had this in their songs:
"But she only sang, S Club 7 And all those boy bands."
Cheesy I know but thanks for reading!
Love Always,
N.C.L.
Sunday, November 4, 2007
The meaning of a teeny bopper
Hola Bloggers,
So quite a lot of all this Jonas-drama is because of them changing, them getting more fans, and a couple other things that's really kinda stupid. But one big part are teeny boppers.
What is a teeny Bopper you ask?
Wikipedia says this:
A teenybopper is a teenager, especially a girl in her early teens, who follows teenage fashions in music, clothes, etc.
Natalie's opinion?
A teeny bopper is a young kid who follows a band, says she's Mrs. so and so (in this case Jonas), has every single picture of them hanging on her wall, and some other things that really are just crazy.
So quite a lot of all this Jonas-drama is because of them changing, them getting more fans, and a couple other things that's really kinda stupid. But one big part are teeny boppers.
What is a teeny Bopper you ask?
Wikipedia says this:
A teenybopper is a teenager, especially a girl in her early teens, who follows teenage fashions in music, clothes, etc.
Natalie's opinion?
A teeny bopper is a young kid who follows a band, says she's Mrs. so and so (in this case Jonas), has every single picture of them hanging on her wall, and some other things that really are just crazy.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Soooo longgg!!!!
BLOGSPOT!!
It's been too too long! Seems like forever since I've been on here, but I'm here for my October blog. It's to fill you on everything going on.
So this weekend will absolutly PONE, LeAnne and I are going to NYC for my Birthday. We'll be seeing Push Play for their press conference, ahhhh. Anyways, LeAnne, Aimee and I poned Virginia and we can OFFICIALLY cross Virginia off our list, here are some quotes I will share with you for your enjoyment:
"LeAnne whatever you do, don't turn around."
"Turns around."
*Natalie & LeAnne press faces onto window.*
*Aimee turns around"
"AHHH!"
______
"I don't feel so well."
"Neither do I!"
"Want some diet coke?"
"You'll never guess how much this was."
"How much?"
"5.00"
_____
"I LOVE Joey Page!"
"You said it sounded like he was having a heartattack!"
"I was Kidding! Dorthy, it was a joke!"
____
"Does everyone want to hear another song?"
"Noooo"
"Okay!"
____
"I love you Joey Page Ahhhhhh!!!"
____
Anyways, more funny stories but so little time.
_______
So LeAnne has taught me not to think about what other people think since drama has become a virtue in my life. At first it was difficult ESPECIALLY when they involve my friends, but I'm avoiding drama and not worrying about ANYTHING but my friends and boys which both come with their equal drama.
I'm right you're wrong move on
Since I know you're reading this, you might'us well know, that everytime you say "I'm ugly and pathetic" it's another laugh for me and FYI I poned you, you didn't pone me. It'd be pathetic to be poned by you.
So there are a couple quotes I'd like to give you, so you know how much I love you, and I know how much you love quotes:
"I'm right your wrong Move On"
"Cause you love me and I HATE you."
"Wouldn't it be nice if I had some tissues? Wip away the tears, that's right you've got issues."
"And how many times will it take you to figure out how much I HATE you!"
"Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change. What's a whore you're nothing more."
"Up and down you're all around, say good night and goodbye."
"Hold on tight it's a rollar coaster ride we're on so say goodbye cause we won't be back again."
"Next time I see you, I'm giving you a high five cause hugs are overrated just FYI"
"That's what you get when you let your heart win"
"Goodbye to you, goodbye to everything that I knew."
"You can try to break us and make us fall apart"
There aren't any memories to reminise trust me, because the meaning of it all is that I can't remember one time when you weren't looking down on me. So I'm done with you and your lies and your stupid ass sister who unfortunatly was brought into the mix.
Anyways so thanks for reading this, it really helps a lot because now I can finish whatever I was going to say.
And it seems to be that you're stalking me? Maybe? Just a little? You're reading this aren't you so um yea.
Have a nice life,
And to all you bloggers! I love you ♥
N.C.L.
PS: I don't own a Monet fansite, I own these fansites for all the bloggers, check them out:
Lissa Lauria Fans (Myspace.com/lissalauriafansite21)
Avenue B Fansite (Myspace.com/avenuebfansite)
Krystle & Shannon Streetteam (Myspace.com/krystleandshannonst)
DJ Danger Fanfics (Myspace.com/djdangerfanfics)
Mandy & Shari Fans (Myspace.com/mandyfans)
The Hint Fansite (Myspace.com/thehintfansite)
LOL (Myspace.com/lolmusicmd)
JB Poners (Myspace.com/jbponers)
Page Kooney Girls (Myspace.com/pagekooneygirls)
Push Play Fans (pushplay.fangap.com)
That's it I think.
It's been too too long! Seems like forever since I've been on here, but I'm here for my October blog. It's to fill you on everything going on.
So this weekend will absolutly PONE, LeAnne and I are going to NYC for my Birthday. We'll be seeing Push Play for their press conference, ahhhh. Anyways, LeAnne, Aimee and I poned Virginia and we can OFFICIALLY cross Virginia off our list, here are some quotes I will share with you for your enjoyment:
"LeAnne whatever you do, don't turn around."
"Turns around."
*Natalie & LeAnne press faces onto window.*
*Aimee turns around"
"AHHH!"
______
"I don't feel so well."
"Neither do I!"
"Want some diet coke?"
"You'll never guess how much this was."
"How much?"
"5.00"
_____
"I LOVE Joey Page!"
"You said it sounded like he was having a heartattack!"
"I was Kidding! Dorthy, it was a joke!"
____
"Does everyone want to hear another song?"
"Noooo"
"Okay!"
____
"I love you Joey Page Ahhhhhh!!!"
____
Anyways, more funny stories but so little time.
_______
So LeAnne has taught me not to think about what other people think since drama has become a virtue in my life. At first it was difficult ESPECIALLY when they involve my friends, but I'm avoiding drama and not worrying about ANYTHING but my friends and boys which both come with their equal drama.
I'm right you're wrong move on
Since I know you're reading this, you might'us well know, that everytime you say "I'm ugly and pathetic" it's another laugh for me and FYI I poned you, you didn't pone me. It'd be pathetic to be poned by you.
So there are a couple quotes I'd like to give you, so you know how much I love you, and I know how much you love quotes:
"I'm right your wrong Move On"
"Cause you love me and I HATE you."
"Wouldn't it be nice if I had some tissues? Wip away the tears, that's right you've got issues."
"And how many times will it take you to figure out how much I HATE you!"
"Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change. What's a whore you're nothing more."
"Up and down you're all around, say good night and goodbye."
"Hold on tight it's a rollar coaster ride we're on so say goodbye cause we won't be back again."
"Next time I see you, I'm giving you a high five cause hugs are overrated just FYI"
"That's what you get when you let your heart win"
"Goodbye to you, goodbye to everything that I knew."
"You can try to break us and make us fall apart"
There aren't any memories to reminise trust me, because the meaning of it all is that I can't remember one time when you weren't looking down on me. So I'm done with you and your lies and your stupid ass sister who unfortunatly was brought into the mix.
Anyways so thanks for reading this, it really helps a lot because now I can finish whatever I was going to say.
And it seems to be that you're stalking me? Maybe? Just a little? You're reading this aren't you so um yea.
Have a nice life,
And to all you bloggers! I love you ♥
N.C.L.
PS: I don't own a Monet fansite, I own these fansites for all the bloggers, check them out:
Lissa Lauria Fans (Myspace.com/lissalauriafansite21)
Avenue B Fansite (Myspace.com/avenuebfansite)
Krystle & Shannon Streetteam (Myspace.com/krystleandshannonst)
DJ Danger Fanfics (Myspace.com/djdangerfanfics)
Mandy & Shari Fans (Myspace.com/mandyfans)
The Hint Fansite (Myspace.com/thehintfansite)
LOL (Myspace.com/lolmusicmd)
JB Poners (Myspace.com/jbponers)
Page Kooney Girls (Myspace.com/pagekooneygirls)
Push Play Fans (pushplay.fangap.com)
That's it I think.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Cinderella II
Hiya Blogspot,
It's been so long since I've last written! So currently it's 7:30 and I just got done screaming at my step-mom and my dad! For the past couple weeks I've been having problems with school. Anyways, today I feel so sick I have a migrain like my sister usually gets. So I was trying to stay home since usually my sister's migrains end in throwing up, then sleeping for close to 12 hours. But my dad said no as did my step-mom so I figured what the hell if I throw up in school, I get out early. So I was getting my shoes on and I was almost ready to go but my step-mom kept going and going and going about how I wasn't "perfect" like her daughter (I now understand why she's never over here) it really doesn't affend me all that much, I'd rather have friends who love me and be me rather then be her anerexic ass daughter but whatever.
So after she said "no more friends over for three years" I was like "What the fuck?" (can u cuss on blogspot?) seriously that makes it terribly worse, (she was saying because I didn't go in time) so I sat back down and my dad got so mad!!
She ended up say 'You bitch' and slamming my door closed which of course caused more drama. My dad went off to work, and now is hopefully at work.
In case you didn't know, my step-mom is a bit crazy. She has chased me around my house with knives before and for her to call me a bitch made me chuckle due to the fact she should look in the mirror.
And the fact she does run around my house, with nothing but a t-shirt one when she's nearing the big 5-1 is something you just don't want to see while eating (I think she's the one who's causing me to lose all this weight).
I also don't know if you know this but there is a favorite in this house,
her daughter who mind you is IN COLLEGE. She still gets the second biggest room, and still gets cats, and still gets all the attenion when she is here. She's basically everything I'm not. So whenever she's here pretty much anything goes except I have to catter to every one of her "precious daugters" needs eww which I really don't do, this is all I have to say on the subject of her daughter "Open your eyes women your daugters the biggest bitch in the world. No wonder you're mother & daugter!"
But as far as I know I do have the whole Cinderella thing going, I stay up in my room with my computer, TV, movies, books, clothes, music. Did you know my parents have offically made it impossible for me to leave the room. The cell I got last year sealed the deal. I mean seriously get me almost every electronic known to man and let's see what happens.
It doesn't bother me as long as I only have to suffer of sitting with her at the casual 3 beer diners! And of course occasionally other events where she trys to be the most amazing person in the world but trust me SHE'S NOT!
And pushing things is another thing she does. It amazes me how she can be a teacher those poor kids em.
It just makes me laugh at the fact she wanted to take me to see the Jonas Brothers last year with me I swear something would've gone wrong. Thank goodness I actually have a REAL mom who I love and really need to figure out how to move in with without having to attend a school where Spanish is so easy I could pass with an A+ and not to mention flying colors.
Maybe boarding school???
No I'd be away from my good friends.
Catholic school?
Maybe, a possibility! Who knows.
I hate my life, it competely sucks ass right now as usual and I'm kinda scared she's going to come home with a knife and be standing over my bed trying to kill me. Hopefully that doesn't happen but I know she has to come home beings the fact she's in her PJs at school (don't ask)
Love Always,
NCL
It's been so long since I've last written! So currently it's 7:30 and I just got done screaming at my step-mom and my dad! For the past couple weeks I've been having problems with school. Anyways, today I feel so sick I have a migrain like my sister usually gets. So I was trying to stay home since usually my sister's migrains end in throwing up, then sleeping for close to 12 hours. But my dad said no as did my step-mom so I figured what the hell if I throw up in school, I get out early. So I was getting my shoes on and I was almost ready to go but my step-mom kept going and going and going about how I wasn't "perfect" like her daughter (I now understand why she's never over here) it really doesn't affend me all that much, I'd rather have friends who love me and be me rather then be her anerexic ass daughter but whatever.
So after she said "no more friends over for three years" I was like "What the fuck?" (can u cuss on blogspot?) seriously that makes it terribly worse, (she was saying because I didn't go in time) so I sat back down and my dad got so mad!!
She ended up say 'You bitch' and slamming my door closed which of course caused more drama. My dad went off to work, and now is hopefully at work.
In case you didn't know, my step-mom is a bit crazy. She has chased me around my house with knives before and for her to call me a bitch made me chuckle due to the fact she should look in the mirror.
And the fact she does run around my house, with nothing but a t-shirt one when she's nearing the big 5-1 is something you just don't want to see while eating (I think she's the one who's causing me to lose all this weight).
I also don't know if you know this but there is a favorite in this house,
her daughter who mind you is IN COLLEGE. She still gets the second biggest room, and still gets cats, and still gets all the attenion when she is here. She's basically everything I'm not. So whenever she's here pretty much anything goes except I have to catter to every one of her "precious daugters" needs eww which I really don't do, this is all I have to say on the subject of her daughter "Open your eyes women your daugters the biggest bitch in the world. No wonder you're mother & daugter!"
But as far as I know I do have the whole Cinderella thing going, I stay up in my room with my computer, TV, movies, books, clothes, music. Did you know my parents have offically made it impossible for me to leave the room. The cell I got last year sealed the deal. I mean seriously get me almost every electronic known to man and let's see what happens.
It doesn't bother me as long as I only have to suffer of sitting with her at the casual 3 beer diners! And of course occasionally other events where she trys to be the most amazing person in the world but trust me SHE'S NOT!
And pushing things is another thing she does. It amazes me how she can be a teacher those poor kids em.
It just makes me laugh at the fact she wanted to take me to see the Jonas Brothers last year with me I swear something would've gone wrong. Thank goodness I actually have a REAL mom who I love and really need to figure out how to move in with without having to attend a school where Spanish is so easy I could pass with an A+ and not to mention flying colors.
Maybe boarding school???
No I'd be away from my good friends.
Catholic school?
Maybe, a possibility! Who knows.
I hate my life, it competely sucks ass right now as usual and I'm kinda scared she's going to come home with a knife and be standing over my bed trying to kill me. Hopefully that doesn't happen but I know she has to come home beings the fact she's in her PJs at school (don't ask)
Love Always,
NCL
Monday, August 27, 2007
~Changes~
Hey Bloggers,
It's been too, too long. Sooooooooooooooo many changes have happened in the past year. Some good, some bad. Especially now it's when I've realized that every JB fans is holding on to the past and not embrassing the future. There are so many reasons why JB fans are pissed. Some I understand and some are a little well "dramatic" no offence.
- So Nick & Miley are dating? (possibly). Nick is my favorite as well, and I hate Miley for a number of reasons. But we're known as being the "best fans" we're known for refussing to give up and not taking no for an answer. We're also known to JB as the most amazing "fans" in the world. I think even to them we're their family as well. We can't be ridiculous about this, Nick can date who ever he wants in that includes, stupid Miley. Whatever we support all three's relationship choices NO MATTER WHO THEY'RE DATING!!!
- Kevin's hair- Okay this is one thing I believe EVERYONE is being dramatic over! HELLO! It's hair. And it's Kevin's hair choice! Yes it may be "Ugly" or "Gross" but again we're known for being the "best fans in the world" we can't let their sense of style or hair affect our opinion on them!
-Joe's hair- Again it's his hair, he could shave it off if he wanted. It's his hair nobody elses. He can do whatever he wants.
Now between Miley Lovers & Haters. Miley Lovers, that's your opinion you can love her and think she sounds amazing and have pictures of her everywhere. It's cool! That's your opinion!
And Miley Haters, that's your opinion too, it's also mine. You can hate her and de-face her pics and make hate fansites. Again it's freedom of speech! Everyone is intitled to their own opinion and also entitled to so stop all this fighting back and forth and STATING YOUR OPINION as a FACT! It's not it's your OPINION!
With all that being said. Change for JB has come with a price. We never get to see Nick's pearly whites anymore because he doesn't smile. Joe NEVER talks anymore who knows why. And even Kevin doesn't smile like he used to. I can not answer why any of that is, I don't know if something's wrong but whatever. Whatever is going on is between them and anyone who is involved is their buisness not ours.
So yes they are deffinatly loosing their original and some true fans but what can they or we do? They're changing for good and for worse. We can't do anything about it so stop whining we CAN NOT do anything about it. We can't try to change them back this is who they are they may be happy they may not be. Who knows! I just want all this drama to stop it's not what JB fans are about, we're about being true and caring and loyal to our boys. Even if they start wearing clown outfits who cares? We love them for their music!
Love Always,
NCL
It's been too, too long. Sooooooooooooooo many changes have happened in the past year. Some good, some bad. Especially now it's when I've realized that every JB fans is holding on to the past and not embrassing the future. There are so many reasons why JB fans are pissed. Some I understand and some are a little well "dramatic" no offence.
- So Nick & Miley are dating? (possibly). Nick is my favorite as well, and I hate Miley for a number of reasons. But we're known as being the "best fans" we're known for refussing to give up and not taking no for an answer. We're also known to JB as the most amazing "fans" in the world. I think even to them we're their family as well. We can't be ridiculous about this, Nick can date who ever he wants in that includes, stupid Miley. Whatever we support all three's relationship choices NO MATTER WHO THEY'RE DATING!!!
- Kevin's hair- Okay this is one thing I believe EVERYONE is being dramatic over! HELLO! It's hair. And it's Kevin's hair choice! Yes it may be "Ugly" or "Gross" but again we're known for being the "best fans in the world" we can't let their sense of style or hair affect our opinion on them!
-Joe's hair- Again it's his hair, he could shave it off if he wanted. It's his hair nobody elses. He can do whatever he wants.
Now between Miley Lovers & Haters. Miley Lovers, that's your opinion you can love her and think she sounds amazing and have pictures of her everywhere. It's cool! That's your opinion!
And Miley Haters, that's your opinion too, it's also mine. You can hate her and de-face her pics and make hate fansites. Again it's freedom of speech! Everyone is intitled to their own opinion and also entitled to so stop all this fighting back and forth and STATING YOUR OPINION as a FACT! It's not it's your OPINION!
With all that being said. Change for JB has come with a price. We never get to see Nick's pearly whites anymore because he doesn't smile. Joe NEVER talks anymore who knows why. And even Kevin doesn't smile like he used to. I can not answer why any of that is, I don't know if something's wrong but whatever. Whatever is going on is between them and anyone who is involved is their buisness not ours.
So yes they are deffinatly loosing their original and some true fans but what can they or we do? They're changing for good and for worse. We can't do anything about it so stop whining we CAN NOT do anything about it. We can't try to change them back this is who they are they may be happy they may not be. Who knows! I just want all this drama to stop it's not what JB fans are about, we're about being true and caring and loyal to our boys. Even if they start wearing clown outfits who cares? We love them for their music!
Love Always,
NCL
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