Cinderella II

Hiya Blogspot,
It's been so long since I've last written! So currently it's 7:30 and I just got done screaming at my step-mom and my dad! For the past couple weeks I've been having problems with school. Anyways, today I feel so sick I have a migrain like my sister usually gets. So I was trying to stay home since usually my sister's migrains end in throwing up, then sleeping for close to 12 hours. But my dad said no as did my step-mom so I figured what the hell if I throw up in school, I get out early. So I was getting my shoes on and I was almost ready to go but my step-mom kept going and going and going about how I wasn't "perfect" like her daughter (I now understand why she's never over here) it really doesn't affend me all that much, I'd rather have friends who love me and be me rather then be her anerexic ass daughter but whatever.
So after she said "no more friends over for three years" I was like "What the fuck?" (can u cuss on blogspot?) seriously that makes it terribly worse, (she was saying because I didn't go in time) so I sat back down and my dad got so mad!!
She ended up say 'You bitch' and slamming my door closed which of course caused more drama. My dad went off to work, and now is hopefully at work.
In case you didn't know, my step-mom is a bit crazy. She has chased me around my house with knives before and for her to call me a bitch made me chuckle due to the fact she should look in the mirror.
And the fact she does run around my house, with nothing but a t-shirt one when she's nearing the big 5-1 is something you just don't want to see while eating (I think she's the one who's causing me to lose all this weight).
I also don't know if you know this but there is a favorite in this house,
her daughter who mind you is IN COLLEGE. She still gets the second biggest room, and still gets cats, and still gets all the attenion when she is here. She's basically everything I'm not. So whenever she's here pretty much anything goes except I have to catter to every one of her "precious daugters" needs eww which I really don't do, this is all I have to say on the subject of her daughter "Open your eyes women your daugters the biggest bitch in the world. No wonder you're mother & daugter!"
But as far as I know I do have the whole Cinderella thing going, I stay up in my room with my computer, TV, movies, books, clothes, music. Did you know my parents have offically made it impossible for me to leave the room. The cell I got last year sealed the deal. I mean seriously get me almost every electronic known to man and let's see what happens.
It doesn't bother me as long as I only have to suffer of sitting with her at the casual 3 beer diners! And of course occasionally other events where she trys to be the most amazing person in the world but trust me SHE'S NOT!
And pushing things is another thing she does. It amazes me how she can be a teacher those poor kids em.
It just makes me laugh at the fact she wanted to take me to see the Jonas Brothers last year with me I swear something would've gone wrong. Thank goodness I actually have a REAL mom who I love and really need to figure out how to move in with without having to attend a school where Spanish is so easy I could pass with an A+ and not to mention flying colors.
Maybe boarding school???
No I'd be away from my good friends.
Catholic school?
Maybe, a possibility! Who knows.
I hate my life, it competely sucks ass right now as usual and I'm kinda scared she's going to come home with a knife and be standing over my bed trying to kill me. Hopefully that doesn't happen but I know she has to come home beings the fact she's in her PJs at school (don't ask)
Love Always,
NCL