Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Whole new blog!!!

I've moved to my new blog: Face The Music!!!!!
Check it out:
I will continue writing and hopefully write daily, or more often then I have here.
Thanks for reading and coming back,
Natalie.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Days 1, 2, & 3 of summer.

Day 1: Thursday June 12th.
Thursday started out as my normal rotinue. I got up, made my bed and had my two blueberry poptarts. I hung around, took a shower, and watched TV. Then I went with my sister and dad to see "Kung Fu Panda" amazing. I'm a kid at heart and I can mostly be found watching "Seaseme Street" & "Elmo's World" during the summer. We then went on a search for lawnmowers. This is not only my second time in a month looking for one, but I think the people in Sears know me now. Afterwards, I hung around doing absolutly nothing. Boring. I then went to sleep early because I was so bored.

Day 2: Friday June 13th.
First of all it took me about six hours to realize it was Friday the 13th. Well, I did my usual routine. Blahh.... Then went to the mall and searched for hours for elevators (I'm scared of esculators FYIizzle). Then we went to the Fossil store, and my sister pondered over the fact it was Friday, not Saturday in TGI Fridays. Then we searched for a Wal-Mart and bought a lawnmower. But it took us like three hours to find due to the annoying fact we circled Loch Raven ten times.
Then I cut the lawn to make some extra cash and ate dinner. The end.

Day 3: Saturday June 14th.
I stayed home all day making extra cash by cleaning. That's seriously all I did. Then ate some amazing chinease food and now I'm sitting here watching "RV" with my sister.

QUOTE OF THE BLOG:
"Im just another one of those girls who falls head over heals for the guy who has absolutly no idea who she is."
- Unknown.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Summer '08

Today is the official first day of summer for me. I'm so happy school is over, and I can finally relax until August.
First here's my fun schedule:
June 11th 2008- Out of school.
June 20th 2008- "Camp Rock" Premire.
June 23rd-June 27th 2008- Wildwood, NJ.
July 16th 2008- Warped Tour with Courtney.
July 25th 2008- Jonas Brothers in Hershey.
August 2nd 2008- "Breaking Dawn" comes out! (Ehph!)
August 15th 2008- Joe's 19th Birthday!
August 17th- 21st 2008- Ocean City, Md.
August 25th 2008- Back to school, blah.
It's going to be a pretty crazy summer but I'm so excited!! So.... Yesterday after I got out of school early I started cleaning my room. I vaccumed, dusted, threw away stuff, etc. When I was vaccuming sadly the vaccum and I had a bit of a fight and the vaccum won. It started making this weird noise like it was dying, then it started smoking, then it started fumming. And then it stopped working altogether. I gave it to my dad so he could look at it, then I had to finish my vaccum cleaning by using the hand held one, and believe me that's no fun. It took me an hour to finish what should've taken me two minutes. After I finished dusting, and cleaning, I finished my chapter in my current story I'm writing, then I sat down to watch T.V. I was holding my remote, and the batteries in my hand when all the sudden they started getting really, really hot and then it started smoking, my dad had to come and take them outside to cool off apparently the acid got a reaction.
Last night I read more of my current book outside and got attacked by bugs, then watch some of my "Beautiful People" DVDs, then went to bed. The day before I was freaking out because "Cloverfield" scared the shit out of me. Word of advice, never watch "Cloverfield" & "I Am Legend" back-to-back. "Cloverfield" is about New York City under seige by a huge cement thing, and "I Am Legend" is about the world ending thanks to some kind of epidemic and only one man left on earth. (I am legend beats Cloverfield by a landslide). But both are basically destroying New York, therefore it's pretty scary, gives New York a somewhat bad name. I think the only thing that really scared me in "Cloverfield" was the part they like destroyed that girl because she was bit. It was so gross. Hahh and "I Am Legend" it was with those gross people with rabbies. I cried when the dog died (sorry to ruin it for you if you wanted to see it) for some reason, when Will Smith died it didn't make me cry. *Shrugs shoulders* (again, sorry for ruining it.)
Now I'm going to go downstairs and get a poptart because I'm starving. I'm going to try to make a new blog everyday but I'm not sure if I'll keep up with it. I'll try!
Love,
Natalie.
Quote of the blog:
"We just wanted to thank everyone. This includes all the fans that were here with us from the beginning AND all of the new fans that have joined us recently. It means so much to us to have you supporting us and cheering us on to what we are supposed to be in life. It was only 3 months ago that we were without a label and wondering if we would be able to continue making the music we love. You were there! Thank you. You are the reason we are able to keep singing and making music. You all have made this an amazing journey."
- Jonas Brothers.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Things to do before I die.

Seeing how you never know when it's your last day on earth I've made a list of things I'm going to do before I die.

1. Graduate High School.

2. Go to an amazing college (preferably Maryland University, New York University, Savannah College of Art & Design, etc.)

3. Change some one's life.

4. Read all the Shakespeare books I can get my hands on.

5. Write something meaningful.

6. Get a book published.

7. Intern at a huge magazine.

8. Work at Seventeen.

9. Head something amazing.

10. Date someone who makes me truly fall in love.

11. Find someone to spend the rest of my life with.

12. Visit Australia.

13. Tell the Jonas Brothers how eternally grateful I am to them for getting me through all the tough stuff.

14. Get someone to restore a baby blue mustang for me.

15. Buy an apartment in New York.

16. Drive to California.

17. Visit Disney World.

18. Ride a roller coaster a million times.

19. Meet Kristen Stewart.

20. Meet Taylor Swift.

21. See every Will Smith movie ever made.

22. Get my nose pierced.

23. Dye my entire hair pink.

The list could go on and on. My biggest fear in life is that I'll find this list when I'm 95 and realize I didn't do any of it. Realize I should've done more in my life to make it count. Not make it boring, and a waste.

Quote of the blog:
"I don't want to live-- I want to love first, and live incidentally"
- Zelda Fitzgerald.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Random.

Hi Hollywooders,
So I'm bored and super hungry. My dad is being his usual ass and confining himself in his room so he can sleep because his job is so hard *sarcasm*. So to get my mind off of him and his assey self I'd decided I'd write (and because I have a feeling I'm going to be grounded because I called my dad an "ass")
So basically I'm in the worst mood possible for the following reasons:
First I get in trouble because my stupid-ass bus driver wasn't there so I ended up getting home twenty minutes later then I was supposed to.
Then today I have two tests. Both of which I failed with flying colors. Hello remidiation.
Now I'm going to be grounded for calling my dad an ass and tonight I have to do my mom's mother's day gift and I need the computer for that and no mercy from him believe me. I plan to just lock myself in my room or pray that my mom takes me out.
Not to mention the following reasons why I am, truely, truely pissed:
1. My stepmom comes back tomorrow and I don't think my dad understands how much I truely, truely hate her!
2. I'm currently not on my tech teacher's favorite student's list which means I'm always in trouble with him.
3. My dad is leaving me all night tonight and I'm stuck here alone.
4. The bird's outside are pissing me off.
5. I can't handle this anymore.
6. Not to mention the people who are REALLY pissing me off.
I'm not sure if you're aware but I do have caller ID. I know when you're calling me and I wish you'd stop.
Maybe I should go for a quick jog. It might make me fell better. Hmm.... I'm not sure.
I may just do that.
I'll probably wait till I can call my mom and ask if she's feelin generous. :)
That's all unless my computer privliages are back and I get to write another blog.
N.C.L.
PS: I think I just experienced love at first sight.

Monday, April 28, 2008

My New Obsession & My future college.

In addition to Twilight, Jonas Brothers, Rent and One Tree Hill I have a new obsession.




the paper

That show is effin amazing!! I have to say the unlike everyone else in the show I happen to love Amanda. She cracks me up. With her nose job and my personal favorite part when she tries to jump the trash. "Can I jump this trash can? Oh no I can't."

And I happen to have a huge crush (just like Amanda) on...

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Mr. Alex. Em yes. He's pretty much amazing. Hahhh.

Moving on. In addition like most MTV shows (Real World, Rob & Big, etc.) it doesn't suck. (I'm excluding Life Of Ryan, The Hills and Newport Harbor). I lovelovelove this show and every Monday night at 10:30 it's my happy time.

Now it's time for my future college fun. Now that NYU is out of the way I have officially become the happiest person that I have found a college close to home, and it happens to have an amazing journalism program.

maryland terrapins

Check it out:




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I'll be posting more about my fun Maryland visit next blog entry for now I leave you with this fun little snippet.

Amanda & Alex. Best Friends Forever. Awww.????


Enjoyy.

Monday, March 31, 2008

Spring Break = Terrible.

First off today my stepmom was in a TERRIBLE accident. She was heading north on York road waiting for the car in front of her to turn into Lower Glencoe road and unfortunatly was hit in the rear by a HUGE black esculade. She then hit the car in front of her, swirving into the on-coming traffic, she then went into a ditch. That's where Cilvia lays to rest. The poor, poor car is now dead. This car was not only a good car but my dad's baby. He named it and it has gotten us to Florida and back more then five times sucessfully. I had to remind my dad the car is an inadomit object that can be replaced. He still is getting over the shock.
Next topic is this sad news:


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This is all that is left of the poor defensless Dough Roller. Sadly it burnt to the ground yesterday. I'm almost positive it won't get re-built since Ocean City is now building dozens of commercial condos. It was just last year that the beloved (although I don't understand how) Santa Maria was torn to shreads to make room for a high end condominion complex. Complete with none other then a CANDY KITCHEN in the bottom of it. To add to the 60 others in Ocean City to date.

I tried to find a "before" picture of the Santa Maria but I couldn't find one anywhere :( so you'll just have to settle for the "after" picture.

After the Santa Maria was demolished:
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Okay off to sleep and to finish homework :(
N.C.L.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Twilight equals love of my life.

Behold

twilightNew Moon Eclipse Book Cover

Besides the reassurance of "Jorge" being in school the next day. These three books are what has gotten me through the past couple weeks.

So my English/AVID class has decided to finally be smart (just kidding) and pick up a book. With that I'd decided what the heck, I'd pick up one too. After much heming and hawing, I was told to pick up Twilight. Little did I know I'd become a Twilighter, a true Vampire/werewolf addict.

In case you haven't read the book, or for that matter heard of it, I'll clue you in. It's about a girl who falls in love with a vampire. Pretty easy, simple plot. But my goodness amazing.

After much searching through Greetings & Readings, and many other bookstores I finally found it at Barnes & Noble. I hate Barnes & Noble for a number of reasons but I won't get into that. Anyway. I bought the book, well not me. I'm broke but my mom bought the book. And I started reading it the next day.

OH MY GOSH.

Amazing is not the word for it. More like remarkable. Not just because I finished a book that was 300 pages in less then two days. But the fact I actually enjoyed it. So after some pacing and screaming "I NEED THE SECOND BOOK!" My dad came and got me and low and behold "New Moon" fell into my hands.

That book was done in less then a week because it was a little longer and let's face it. School takes over my life. After more screaming in terror at not knowing what's happening I got "Eclipse" and now as we speak I am reading it. I'm taking this one slow. Very s l o w because well.... I want it to last. The next book doesn't come out till August 2nd (also one year anniversery of seeing Jonas at Six Flags) so I will be celebrating Jonas and a new book.

Once I'm done this book I will return to start "Twilight" as soon as my waiting list of people who would like to borrow it comes down.

I am truely in love with a fictional book character. It's really actually upsetting.

With that I thought I'd share some of my favorite scenes. Since all my books are out (I'm the human library). I'll share the scene title and the scene info:

Driving scene:

When Bella (Main girl character/narrorator) is in the car with Edward (Vampire/amazing) and she's talking about how fast he drives. And he replies with "Of all the things about me that could frighten you, you worry about my driving."


Porsche scene:

When Edward bribs his "sister" Alice to watch Bella. He buys her an expensive porsche that she was in love with when they were in Italy (see next scene).


Italy scene:

When Bella goes to Italy to save Edward. He's trying to kill himself because he thought Bella was dead.


"Depressing period" scene:

When Edward leaves Bella. And for those months she's depressed and lonely. That was the saddiest part and I cried my eyes out.


The "Bed" scene:

It sounds bad but it's just funny. Edward & Bella have no intercource? does that sound right? well anyway... he bought her a bed for when she has to be "babysat" by Alice so she can stay in his room (Edward doesn't sleep). Instead of sleeping in the bed she sleeps on the couch. When he comes home he moves her to the bed. And gives her examples, while leading her on, about why the bed is so good. This quote made my day; "see this would be very hard to do on a couch."
There are many more scenes that I lovelovelove in "Twilight" but those are a few I just happen to really really find great!
Talk to you soon,
NCL xoxoxoxo


Wednesday, February 13, 2008

A Very Random Blog.

I'm really starting to hate the internet.
I've got someone mad at me because of a spot on my top friends, which now FYI has four random people on it:
Jonas Brothers. Push Play. Taylor Swift. Kerrington Copper. That's all, and I get yelled at for it.
Oh and I'm really starting to hate coming over my dad's house. It's starting to get hard to bare the fact I'm disapointing everyone.
In that part of Little Miss Sunshine when the son, Dwayne is "talking" more like talking and writing with the Uncle. And he writes "Welcome To Hell" that's how I feel whenever I come over here.
Like someone is holding up a sign in my face saying; "Welcome to Hell."
The only time I'm away is when I have six hours of school, and that's not fun, and now I'm stressing about that, ugh.
At least I had a good two days of no school. Oh and I'm failing Tech, hah randomocity.
Oh, Edie, Meredyth and I composed a list of guys we thought were cute, while waiting for my idiot sister to turn on her phone at the mall. Here's mine:
1. Nick Jonas
2. Kevin Jonas
3. Joe Jonas
4. Steve Scarola
5. CJ Baron
6. Nick DeTurris
7. Derek Ries
8. Martin (Boys Like Girls)
9. Tony Oller
10. James Marsden
11. Ryan Gosling
12. Patrick Dempsy
13. James Lafferty
14. Paul Dino
I can't find the list so that is a summary, notice how half of those are over 25, hah. But they're like my guilty pleasures. Anyways... they're not in order but whatever.
My stomach is really hurting, and I'm upset because I left my mom's house, AKA heaven, and now I have to act like I'm happy, so I don't upset my dad.
I really needed my therapist today, but again two more weeks till I see her again.
Anyways... I'm leaving now because I'm going to try to eat, and hopefully not get sick.
Adios.

Thursday, February 7, 2008

My Two Best Friends ♥

Edie:
You will forever and always be my best friend. We're like Brook and Peyton, except I don't call you E. Pal*** and you don't call me N. Let**. How to begin to explain our relationship? We're so crazy and fun it's ridiculous. Whenever we're together we have to put out a federal warning because we get so crazy.
I've never seen anyone drink so many beers in my life, gosh Edie. I've also never seen anyone eat so many limes, you go crazy for them.
We're pretty random, and I have to say our randomness gets us into crazy suituations, like cleaning up after my dad's par-tay. I can't even begin to explain you and my crazy experiences. Malls are lots and lots of fun. We are like the elevator people, it's so crazy. And no I won't hold your hand no esculators for me EVER! I loved seeing "Disturbia" with you, even though your dad and brothers came in, they didn't agknowlege us. You're my best friend in the universe. We've been through some rough times, including a year separation. We've gone through drama and even though you lost your best friend and I lost mine it somehow brought us together because we realized, hey let's us two be best friends!
Just know that you'll forever and always be my best friend, through thick and thin. You'll also always be the person I can call at 10 at night because I'm upset. And vise versa for you. You're probably one of the only people who knows all of my secrets and that's amazing. You will ALWAYS be my best friend no matter how many people try to teer us apart!

Kelsey:
My tech buddy! I love how I can tell you everything that happens with me and Jorge and you just laugh about it.
"Oh I don't know him he must not be important"
"Sup?" (Funny look)
"Natalie, your face is so red."
"Did you write about Jorge in there?"
"Hi.... I'm Kelsey.... What's your name?"
"P*****, that's a funny last name."
"We'll live on P****Green Letter lane"
"Your girlfriend has the jaw the size of a shark
"HOTT GLUE!"
"He likes you."
"Give it up Josh in no way does she wanna fuck you."
Hah those are only a few quotes to describe our friendship. I love how you know how to start a random conversation about last names and somehow end with addresses and kids. I also love how I speed by Jorge and his girlfriend and you yell "Natalie Christine L****" and embarass me. Then you just run past him and go "Sup?" lol. That'll forever sit in my head. Also when we're behind him and we're talking about him and her and I'm just oblvious.
"Oh I thought he had more then 1 coat."
"She's really ugly, they don't make a cute couple."
"Ew... Natalie she's gross."
"Who?"
(Points in front.) (Laughs hysterically)
"Bye Kelsey!"
"Natalie Christine L*****"
Jorge and his girlfriend look at me then at you.
"What?"
"Sup?" lol.
Just the fact I can laugh about Jorge and how much of a sexy hot beast he is makes me laugh so hard. Thank you for being the friend who hot glues me to chairs.

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Dear Jonas Brothers,

Dear Jonas Brothers,
Words can not describe how proud we are of you. We've seen you grow into the real "Jonas Brothers" and become not just three rockstars, but three friends. Three amazing guys whom became the heroes of thousands of girls. Not many people have been able to get through what you've gotten through and what you've overcome and in a way we're so greatful you did.
When you first came out most of us didn't really know who you were, we didn't know about your music and we certainly didn't think we'd fall in love with you and your music. But... we grew to like your music, and a few of us ventured out searching for your CD, "It's About Time" and going through Wal-Mart shelves and running from Best Buy to Circuit City to FYE all not being sucessful in finding your CD. And we listened to you saying you "love a girl from senior class" and you're ready to "Fly away" we even cried when you told us "you just don't know it" through your music we related to you. We understood how it felt to be away from the one you loved, and to stay the way you are, no if, ands, or buts. Your music became our getaway, our way to leave the outside world. And even though it was only forty five minutes, we felt good, we felt almost like we could do anything.
Now that you're in Hollywood, and away from the people who care, and love you. We want you to know we're so incredibly proud of you for just being, you. Being the amazing guys you are. The guys who told us it was okay to be underdogs because one day we'll do something amazing, the guys who told us we are what we are, don't like us? Oh well.
Nowadays you're touring the country, and playing massivly huge shows with thousands of screaming teenies. But when you're playing up there, watching those kids screaming their heads off, just remember us little fans.
The ones who got picked on for liking you guys, and the ones who waited twelve hours just for you to get out of your hotel room. The ones who screamed "I Am What I Am" instead of "Kids Of The Future" and the ones who fell in love with you over the song, "Mandy" not "S.O.S." and the ones who actually searched for your CD in Wal-Mart and yelled at the cashiers when they said; "we don't carry that band, sorry"
The ones who stayed with you when Columbia dropped you because your "fanbase was to small."
We aren't trying to take any credit for what you did, what you overcame, or any of that. We just want you to always remember where you came from.
Maybe in twenty five years, you'll look back on this and say; "wow, we did all this" and maybe you'll still be rockin. But in those twenty five years make sure you remember we helped you there and we are so proud of you.
This letter may not be seen by anyone, it may stay somewhere and one day you'll stumble upon it and go; "oh gee... nice letter." But at least you'll of seen it.
Again, we are so proud of you, and we can't show how greatful we are that you shared your amazing music with us so we could get past all that crazy teenage stuff, you truely have changed so many lives.
Love,
The Original-True Fans.

Friday, February 1, 2008

Looking through my old projects.

So I found this English paper in my Microsoft word processor. I had to write it for English at the begining of January. I think I got a B? on it I'm not sure. But I read it and started to cry. So I decided to post it here. I'm not trying to bring anything up again, I'm just showing you how much you both meant to me.:

A person that means a lot to me. That’s a tough one to write out beings I have two best friends whom I couldn’t and I don’t know how I could live without. Their names are Leanne and Aimee.
When I met them it was through MySpace, I know, I know. People aren’t supposed to meet people over MySpace; it’s just not the thing to do. They could’ve been stalkers. Well they weren’t. It all started in July. I ran a fansite for Shari & Mandy two best friend who were connected to the Jonas Brothers, also known as my favorite band. Anyways, someone told me to add this band, “LOL” they said they needed some major friend requests and I could probably help them. So I clicked their link and their profile popped up, it was two girls, one was 14 and one was 16. They were saying how their band started out as a joke and that it now it’s a huge part of their lives. I soon noticed their state, Maryland. I wondered what part they were from and I commented them about it. They replied; “we’re from Bel-Air and Havre De Grace you?” I soon told them Baltimore and we started chatting. Before I knew it, it was going on 12:00 and we were still exchanging comments.
Soon it was four days after and we were inseparable. We’d been exchanging and exchanging comments and my entire fansite comment page was filled with their comments. We soon started Iming and I became a part of their band. It was from that moment we became best friends.
LeAnne is 16, she was the one I talked to first. She’s also the good friend to everyone. If you’ve ever seen “Dumb & Dumber” all the things they did in there, she’d do in real life. Not saying she’s dumb, she’s actually really smart but she’s way crazy. She’s an excellent singer for one. She was in a Talent Show with her best friend Dorothy, and sang “Inseparable” by the Jonas Brothers and she did so amazing, I was literally so proud of her! Not just because she did amazing, but because she went up there in front of all her friends and family and did an amazing job. I took a trip to New York with her, and we had an interesting time. But I think that trip really made her officially one of my best friends.
Aimee is 15, she was born the day before me. So that was a little freaky. She’s really shy, but can be wild and crazy. She’s a really good listener, and doesn’t take any crap from anyone. She’s an amazing friend, and if you’re her friend you’ve got a good person to pick you back up when you’re down.
The first time I ever met Leanne and Aimee was at the Maryland fair. It was a lot of fun; we met up with Jessi and Haleigh two of their friends. We went on the Ferris wheel, and a worker jumped on our cart thing. He was talking to us as well as scaring us but we managed to survive that. We also went on the tilt-a-whirl. I went with Aimee. The two of us didn’t really want to spin while Leanne however was ready to get sick so to say. Leanne ended up not being able to spin because there was a screw coming out of where you needed to push to spin. But Aimee and I however spun around so fast we could’ve gotten sick. That was the last time we’d ever ride the tilt a whirl.
The next day they came over my mom’s house. We perfected the bacon pizza, wa-ho! We walked up to a cemetery to scare Aimee, which we found to be fun. It was creepy but fun. And we drew with chalk over my entire driveway. It lasted for two more weeks. We had the ultimate sleepover, and I can guarantee my mom didn’t sleep at all.
I think the reason I get along with them so much is because we have the same interests. Push Play, The Jonas Brothers, Joey Page, and Chris Koon. We love all of those kids right there. We also all like bacon pizza, which I actually didn’t like till Leanne introduced me to it. We all get along so well, it’s amazing.
We went to Virginia together to see the Jonas Brothers. That was a crazy trip, full of hotel fun, and pool fun, and feet behind bushes. I think that hotel has a restricted sign for us because we caused such a ruckus. We went to the Virginia state fair and I can’t exactly remember what we rode, except they rode the “Round Up” and almost got sick, I had to buy them two huge diet cokes. We saw Joey Page, and became obsessed with him. We were in row Z which was really far but we still stuck through it and had a ball.
I later went to New York with Leanne, which I can say was a roller coaster ride, with freaky greyhounds, and getting lost, and raining so much. I really have to say me and Leanne have sworn off ever going to New York again.
Aimee went with me to my parent’s wedding. She stayed with me and we ended up having a good time dancing with my little neighbor, we had so much fun and I don’t think I would’ve had that much fun without her.
There is probably not enough room for the amount of reasons they are my best friends. There is also probably not enough paper in the world to write down why I love the two of them so much. We’ve had our up and our downs and being friends with the two of them is hard because we live so far away but I know I always will have them.
We do tend to fight a lot over stupid things, mostly because Leanne is wild, Aimee has a small patience for me, and I’m the drama queen. But we always rise above our differences. I’ve never had two amazing friends I could actually really; seriously consider my two sisters and I could probably adopt the two of them.
I know for a fact Aimee is going to marry Nick Jonas, Leanne is going to marry Joe Jonas and I’ll be marrying Steve Scarola from Push Play. We really can’t drink energy drinks around each other for fear of literally bouncing off the walls. I now know I can survive three hour long car rides, and a bus with crazy people. Which most likely means we can survive anything together? We’ve dubbed “On The Ride” our song. I think because we are kind of sisters and even though we live far a part, the saying; “Life is amazing with you on the ride” will always stay with us. But we have some famous other quotes to share as well. I don’t know whether or not the two of them will ever read this but I hope they do someday.
Finding a best friend is really hard. There’s the cattiness of a girl that always hurts people. And the emptiness of not feeling loved to worry about too. But once you find a good friend who you know won’t backstab you or tell someone else your secret, it’s pretty amazing. And I have two of those friends.

Friday, January 25, 2008

Songs I happen to love!

I decided I'd write about a blog with my top 10 songs & favorite lyrics from them:

Dreaming With A Broken Heart John Mayer:
"Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand... do I have to fall asleep with roses in my sleep. Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand.... do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand.... would you get them if I did? No you won't because you're gone... gone... gone."

Take A Breath Jonas Brothers:
"Summer comes and then it goes hold on tight embrace for cold, and it's only for a moment. We've all been down that road before searching for that something more. Walls are spinning 'round there's no sign of slowing down... so won't you take a breath? Just take a breath... people change and promises are broken clouds can move and skies will be wide open. Don't forget to take a breath. Life isn't suffocating it isn't overrated."

Goodbye Everlife:
"I'm better off, just pretending like I never really knew you. I gotta stop, holding hands with the memory of feeling... I gotta say... somethings different about the way I see you lately you feel the same, I can see it in your eyes I think it's changing."

I'd Lie Taylor Swift:
"He says he'll never fall in love as he runs his fingers through his hair, I'm laughing cause' I hope he's wrong. Cause I don't think it ever crossed his mind, he tells a joke I fake a smile, that I know all his favorite songs. And I could tell you his favorite colors green he loves to argue, born on the seventeenth, his sister's beautiful he has his father's eyes. And if you asked me if I love him.... I'd lie. He walks across the room, innocently over looks the truth, shouldn't a light go on. Doesn't he know I've had him memorized for so long."

Division Aly & AJ:
"You made this decision you chose our division. And I have no regrets, I wish you the very best in all that you do...ooo. Congratulations, now you are free you have bought your degree, yea you've graduated. This is your last separtion from me, they'll be no more come back no more forgive you no more thinking that somehow this song will be different, by using divsion.
Half of your friends would attend before they ever knew, where they are going to this party I'm throwing. They would be thinking I would be pleeding to you, to get back together. Well how about never. You're gonna misregret so funny I had to laugh.. you did this to you, yea you did!"

For Good Wicked:
"I've heard it said, people come into our lives for a reason, and we are lead to those who help us most to grow, if we let them, and we help them in return, well I don't know if I believe that's true. But I know I'm who I am today, because I knew you. Like a comet pulled from orbit as it passes the sun. Like a stream that mets a bolder half way through the wood, who can I say if I've been changed for the better? But because I knew you, I have been changed for good.

Flattery Aly & AJ:
"Please don't flatter yourself, you're not the only this heart has ever felt. Please don't exagerate, don't tell me you're okay, okay, okay. I will admit if you admit it's harder then we both thought. It's easier to fall apart, look where we are? Where we are... I can forgive it, I can't forget it. You left me here with all these scars, and you can't deny the hardest part, I'm not in your arms.

No One Aly & AJ:
"And I ask myself, who do I wanna be? Do I wanna throw the key away, and invent a new me. And I tell myself, no onee, no I, don't wanna be no one but me."

Disenchated My Chemical Romance:
"You're just a sad song with nothing to say, about a lifelong wait for a hospital stay."

I Don't Love You My Chemical Romance:
"When you go... would you have the guts to say, I don't love you, like I did yesterday."

More to come soon <3333 Peace!

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Pro life or Pro choice?

So today I went to the "March For Life" in Washington D.C. and wow. First I only went because I wanted to get the school day off, and I know that's terrible. But afterwards I felt good, like really happy that I had done something amazing for someone else, especially someone unborn.
So if you don't know what pro life and pro choice are, I can tell you it's all about abortion.
Abortion is when you kill a baby before it's born. It used to be illegal but then in 1973, there was a case for the US supreme court "Roe Vs. Wade" in which they decided abortion would be legal but only under certain terms, (early pregnancy, etc.), like that's any better. It usually pertains to an unwed mother, someone young or someone who wasn't expecting to get pregnant. It's a terrible thing and after seeing the realization of it all it really got me upset.
Pro life is basically, against abortion and making it illegal to basically, Murder babies, before they even get a say in things.
Pro choice is having abortion remain legal because every person has a choice. Person is the operative word. Meaning only the mother gets a choice, the baby gets absolutely no say which is terrible.
I as you can tell, am pro-life. I find it terrible that someone could kill an innocent person who is still unborn, I mean really. That kid could've found the cure for cancer, or been a revolutionary president, but they weren't even given a chance.
So "March For Life" is when pro life patrons come from all over the country, in my case it was only an hour to drive, but I saw people from Tennessee, and even California who came. You hear two hours worth of speeches and then you all band together and walk up Constitution street, to the Supreme court building on the day Abortion was made legal (January 22ND). It's really a powerful march, and it's amazing what one day in Washington can do for you.
The weather was so terrible today but thank God it didn't rain, snow, sleet, or anything of the sort. It was just cloudy and cold, but it was worth it.
I've never seen so many people with so many signs in my life and if I were you I'd consider taking off and coming to Washington next year to march. It's really an uplifting experience.

If you're interested in becoming a pro-life activist or want to learn more about it:
http://www.prolife.com/
http://www.nrlc.org/
You can also just google prolife and see what comes up!
If you're interested in learning about the Roe Vs. Wade case because my discription wasn't the best:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roe_v._Wade
And some info about the march next year:
http://www2.marchforlife.org/
Agan google March For Life and there's a ton of results.

P.L.H.
N.C.L.

Monday, January 21, 2008

Everything has sucked so much. I hate everyone. It's really sad how you think you know someone, and you think they're one of your amazing friends and then they do shit like this.

And I'm really starting to hate MySpace. I seriously garentee, you wouldn't say any of the stuff you said to me over the phone. FYI I don't need to be put in my place, I'm very happy where I am. I like that I can complain, obviously not to you but I know a bajillion other people who will actually listen. So I won't be changing my personality any time soon, em k. Don't like it? Oh well I don't care, you can easily drop me as a friend you have "a million other friends" you can go to.

And I like being a drama queen, it's what keeps me happy. I also have a million friends who will back me up in saying, that's just my personality again, don't like me? Screw you. And I have plenty of friends. You don't know why I acted like I did and for your information you aren't going through half the shit I've gone through in the last five years.

And this time it was not my fault, you called me. But I'm taking the high road, I'm not changing, like I give a shit if you had to "put me in my place" hahaha I've been put in my place a million times sweetie, this hasn't been the first time. And have I changed? Noppers, so why don't you go waste your time bugging someone else.

And I'm proud to say I have no life what so ever. Thank you dear lord.

Oh and check your spelling next time, I just had an amazingly good laugh with my mom and my sister over the fact half the words you used, aren't real.



Okay next part of my blog is telling all you funny people who use the gangsta, or whatever they're called and telling you it's pretty much really really easy to just spell out "pissed" or "I don't know"

See:

U: You

Ur: Your or You're

Ppl: People

Y: Why

Hav: Have

Pssing: Pissing

Evrybdy: Everybody

Wen: When

Ovr: Over

Nvr: Never

O: Oh

Oh and try using apostorphys or however you spell them (gotta look them up)

Doesnt: Doesn't
So yea, next time you're trying to be all tough and all use spell check! Because it made me laugh soooooo hard last night reading your messages.
I may lose all my friends but at least I know who my good friends are now.
Anyways..
Tomorrow I will be going to an abortion rally (is that how you spell it?) in Washington DC. So I won't be around but I get to miss school! But when I get back I have stupid-ass finals ewy.
Hope you all have an amazing Martin Luther King JR day!
PLH.
NCL.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

So basically I'm so tired of people having songs as their profile song, quoting songs, etc. When they don't even A. own the CD. B. Have the CD downloaded or C. Just know that song.
So I've made a list of songs I think need to STOP being played, quoted, put on profile, etc.:

1. S.O.S. By Jonas Brothers:
Okay I have absolutly no problem with being a fan of the Jonas Brothers. As many of you know I am a huge fan, and have been for two years. But really, they have more songs and better quotes to live off of rather then; "I gave my all for you, now my heart's in two and I can't find the other half, it's like I'm walking on broken glass, better believe i bleed." Okay try listening to another song off the CD, or better yet go onto itunes and download "It's About Time" and then call the Jonas Brothers deep. Try listening to something that means something to someone else other then yourself.

2. Bubbly By Colbie Caliet:
I don't even know if I spelt her name right but anyway, I am not a fan of hers but "Bubbly" has been played on the radio, and been quoted and made a profile song so many times, everywhere I go it's like getting chased my Colbie Caliet. Ugh... she either needs a new single or you people need to go out and buy her CD then quote her.

3. Teardrops On By Guitar By Taylor Swift:
This song is one of my favorite songs by my favorite artist but see here's the problem, you all use the lyrics to much. I did that too, but at least I wrote the right ones. That song is an upsetting, sad song that I'm sure you haven't heard beings the fact you won't hear the original version unless you have the older "Taylor Swift" CD. So either write the right lyrics or stop trying to make everyone feel bad about you.

4. Misery Buisness By Paramore:
So Paramore recently released this song and it didn't amazing. It started Paramore's career. However, it really needs to stop being quoted. We get "She's a whore nothing more" it's great but just stop quoting it there are a bajillion other amazing quotes in their songs like; "The battle that you hate to fight just blam the limelight, don't look up just let them think there's no place else you'd rather be" see, good lyrics? Just go buy the CD.

I will be adding more lyrics tonight.

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Just Watch The Fireworks ♥

So basically I've given up, no not on life, but on being sorry for myself. That's all 2007 was, an excuse for me to be sorry for myself. Really? Is that anyway to live my life? I'm going to do things I've wanted to do for a long time for me, not for anyone but me.
I'm done looking at the bad side of things. The side I absolutly hate just because people have told me to. I'm going to do a number of things and make 2000 freakin 8 the best damn year I've ever had.
I'm going to get into Carver first off, and if that doesn't happen; I'll live. I'm going to get a job so I can get some cold hard freakin cash, I'm going to write my book because I want to finish one, I'm going to get the guy because at the rate of running into him I'm going, he's got to at least of aknowledged my presents already, I'm going to go to every concert imaginable, I'm going to get through and survive freshmen year thanks to my bestest friend, Kelsey. I'm going to spend my money wisely, I'm going to do everything possible to help me achieve my dreams of becoming an author, I'm going to help save some lives, I'm going to put out my designs, and to top it all off, I'm going to get the guy, because at some point in time I have to change his life somehow, whether it be just running into him 39028 bajillion times, or talking to him which hopefully will come soon enough, one day he'll open his eyes and we'll be more then just aquaintences (more or less aquaintences), oh and he'll break up with stupid head.
Oh and I'm going to dress pretty because I feel happy at school when I'm wearing what I want to wear and doing what I want to do, which is writing, and working towards my ever living dream of finishing high school and going to NYU.
My life is done waiting around, and being a nobody, time to be happy or at least make the best of a given suituation, I'm going to be Me.
Not anyone else just mwah.

But one last complaint before I go on the quest to find Natalie:
These benefit concerts.
Em K.... so a year ago I started a benefit concert with my two best friends. I can promise you I did because I have a solid amount of people who were involved, I also have countless messages from bands interested as well as proof in a MySpace. Do you remember a year ago when someone messaged me saying I'm crazy? Ahahaha, now look at you all, really it's pathetic especially because the idea of a benefit concert was pathetic when I did it. But now that you're doing it you seem to think it's an amazing yet impossible idea.
Hah, really.... half the bands you most likely can't afford and in the long run you'll realize what you're thinking of doing is really hard.
Word of advice; donate your money, not someone else's especially when half the bands won't even do it.
KJN was the first ever benefit concert idea, thanks for stealing our "pathetic and impossible" idea, really.
Oh and for the people who are doing the one with the original fans, that's a little unfair. Especially because half the old fans, the ones who went and stood in line, and sent evil messages to Columbia you probably don't even know. So how on earth are you going to get every original fan? Hm....? Really it's a bit stupid, either include everyone or no one.
The original old fans are all over the place and you seem to not really care that you're just inviting your friend/aquaintences.
Anyways, that's my raint of the day.
Oh and please stop bluffing, no one can afford the Jonas Brothers, much less interupt their tour so you can have a private concert with all your friends.
I'm not saying it's not going to happen but I'm saying stop making everyone feel terrible, it's not really worth all this crap.
Okay I'm really really really done.
P.L.H.
N.C.L.