Songs I happen to love!

I decided I'd write about a blog with my top 10 songs & favorite lyrics from them:

Dreaming With A Broken Heart John Mayer:
"Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand... do I have to fall asleep with roses in my sleep. Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand.... do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand.... would you get them if I did? No you won't because you're gone... gone... gone."

Take A Breath Jonas Brothers:
"Summer comes and then it goes hold on tight embrace for cold, and it's only for a moment. We've all been down that road before searching for that something more. Walls are spinning 'round there's no sign of slowing down... so won't you take a breath? Just take a breath... people change and promises are broken clouds can move and skies will be wide open. Don't forget to take a breath. Life isn't suffocating it isn't overrated."

Goodbye Everlife:
"I'm better off, just pretending like I never really knew you. I gotta stop, holding hands with the memory of feeling... I gotta say... somethings different about the way I see you lately you feel the same, I can see it in your eyes I think it's changing."

I'd Lie Taylor Swift:
"He says he'll never fall in love as he runs his fingers through his hair, I'm laughing cause' I hope he's wrong. Cause I don't think it ever crossed his mind, he tells a joke I fake a smile, that I know all his favorite songs. And I could tell you his favorite colors green he loves to argue, born on the seventeenth, his sister's beautiful he has his father's eyes. And if you asked me if I love him.... I'd lie. He walks across the room, innocently over looks the truth, shouldn't a light go on. Doesn't he know I've had him memorized for so long."

Division Aly & AJ:
"You made this decision you chose our division. And I have no regrets, I wish you the very best in all that you do...ooo. Congratulations, now you are free you have bought your degree, yea you've graduated. This is your last separtion from me, they'll be no more come back no more forgive you no more thinking that somehow this song will be different, by using divsion.
Half of your friends would attend before they ever knew, where they are going to this party I'm throwing. They would be thinking I would be pleeding to you, to get back together. Well how about never. You're gonna misregret so funny I had to laugh.. you did this to you, yea you did!"

For Good Wicked:
"I've heard it said, people come into our lives for a reason, and we are lead to those who help us most to grow, if we let them, and we help them in return, well I don't know if I believe that's true. But I know I'm who I am today, because I knew you. Like a comet pulled from orbit as it passes the sun. Like a stream that mets a bolder half way through the wood, who can I say if I've been changed for the better? But because I knew you, I have been changed for good.

Flattery Aly & AJ:
"Please don't flatter yourself, you're not the only this heart has ever felt. Please don't exagerate, don't tell me you're okay, okay, okay. I will admit if you admit it's harder then we both thought. It's easier to fall apart, look where we are? Where we are... I can forgive it, I can't forget it. You left me here with all these scars, and you can't deny the hardest part, I'm not in your arms.

No One Aly & AJ:
"And I ask myself, who do I wanna be? Do I wanna throw the key away, and invent a new me. And I tell myself, no onee, no I, don't wanna be no one but me."

Disenchated My Chemical Romance:
"You're just a sad song with nothing to say, about a lifelong wait for a hospital stay."

I Don't Love You My Chemical Romance:
"When you go... would you have the guts to say, I don't love you, like I did yesterday."

More to come soon <3333 Peace!

Pro life or Pro choice?

So today I went to the "March For Life" in Washington D.C. and wow. First I only went because I wanted to get the school day off, and I know that's terrible. But afterwards I felt good, like really happy that I had done something amazing for someone else, especially someone unborn.
So if you don't know what pro life and pro choice are, I can tell you it's all about abortion.
Abortion is when you kill a baby before it's born. It used to be illegal but then in 1973, there was a case for the US supreme court "Roe Vs. Wade" in which they decided abortion would be legal but only under certain terms, (early pregnancy, etc.), like that's any better. It usually pertains to an unwed mother, someone young or someone who wasn't expecting to get pregnant. It's a terrible thing and after seeing the realization of it all it really got me upset.
Pro life is basically, against abortion and making it illegal to basically, Murder babies, before they even get a say in things.
Pro choice is having abortion remain legal because every person has a choice. Person is the operative word. Meaning only the mother gets a choice, the baby gets absolutely no say which is terrible.
I as you can tell, am pro-life. I find it terrible that someone could kill an innocent person who is still unborn, I mean really. That kid could've found the cure for cancer, or been a revolutionary president, but they weren't even given a chance.
So "March For Life" is when pro life patrons come from all over the country, in my case it was only an hour to drive, but I saw people from Tennessee, and even California who came. You hear two hours worth of speeches and then you all band together and walk up Constitution street, to the Supreme court building on the day Abortion was made legal (January 22ND). It's really a powerful march, and it's amazing what one day in Washington can do for you.
The weather was so terrible today but thank God it didn't rain, snow, sleet, or anything of the sort. It was just cloudy and cold, but it was worth it.
I've never seen so many people with so many signs in my life and if I were you I'd consider taking off and coming to Washington next year to march. It's really an uplifting experience.

If you're interested in becoming a pro-life activist or want to learn more about it:
http://www.prolife.com/
http://www.nrlc.org/
You can also just google prolife and see what comes up!
If you're interested in learning about the Roe Vs. Wade case because my discription wasn't the best:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roe_v._Wade
And some info about the march next year:
http://www2.marchforlife.org/
Agan google March For Life and there's a ton of results.

P.L.H.
N.C.L.

Everything has sucked so much. I hate everyone. It's really sad how you think you know someone, and you think they're one of your amazing friends and then they do shit like this.

And I'm really starting to hate MySpace. I seriously garentee, you wouldn't say any of the stuff you said to me over the phone. FYI I don't need to be put in my place, I'm very happy where I am. I like that I can complain, obviously not to you but I know a bajillion other people who will actually listen. So I won't be changing my personality any time soon, em k. Don't like it? Oh well I don't care, you can easily drop me as a friend you have "a million other friends" you can go to.

And I like being a drama queen, it's what keeps me happy. I also have a million friends who will back me up in saying, that's just my personality again, don't like me? Screw you. And I have plenty of friends. You don't know why I acted like I did and for your information you aren't going through half the shit I've gone through in the last five years.

And this time it was not my fault, you called me. But I'm taking the high road, I'm not changing, like I give a shit if you had to "put me in my place" hahaha I've been put in my place a million times sweetie, this hasn't been the first time. And have I changed? Noppers, so why don't you go waste your time bugging someone else.

And I'm proud to say I have no life what so ever. Thank you dear lord.

Oh and check your spelling next time, I just had an amazingly good laugh with my mom and my sister over the fact half the words you used, aren't real.



Okay next part of my blog is telling all you funny people who use the gangsta, or whatever they're called and telling you it's pretty much really really easy to just spell out "pissed" or "I don't know"

See:

U: You

Ur: Your or You're

Ppl: People

Y: Why

Hav: Have

Pssing: Pissing

Evrybdy: Everybody

Wen: When

Ovr: Over

Nvr: Never

O: Oh

Oh and try using apostorphys or however you spell them (gotta look them up)

Doesnt: Doesn't
So yea, next time you're trying to be all tough and all use spell check! Because it made me laugh soooooo hard last night reading your messages.
I may lose all my friends but at least I know who my good friends are now.
Anyways..
Tomorrow I will be going to an abortion rally (is that how you spell it?) in Washington DC. So I won't be around but I get to miss school! But when I get back I have stupid-ass finals ewy.
Hope you all have an amazing Martin Luther King JR day!
PLH.
NCL.

So basically I'm so tired of people having songs as their profile song, quoting songs, etc. When they don't even A. own the CD. B. Have the CD downloaded or C. Just know that song.
So I've made a list of songs I think need to STOP being played, quoted, put on profile, etc.:

1. S.O.S. By Jonas Brothers:
Okay I have absolutly no problem with being a fan of the Jonas Brothers. As many of you know I am a huge fan, and have been for two years. But really, they have more songs and better quotes to live off of rather then; "I gave my all for you, now my heart's in two and I can't find the other half, it's like I'm walking on broken glass, better believe i bleed." Okay try listening to another song off the CD, or better yet go onto itunes and download "It's About Time" and then call the Jonas Brothers deep. Try listening to something that means something to someone else other then yourself.

2. Bubbly By Colbie Caliet:
I don't even know if I spelt her name right but anyway, I am not a fan of hers but "Bubbly" has been played on the radio, and been quoted and made a profile song so many times, everywhere I go it's like getting chased my Colbie Caliet. Ugh... she either needs a new single or you people need to go out and buy her CD then quote her.

3. Teardrops On By Guitar By Taylor Swift:
This song is one of my favorite songs by my favorite artist but see here's the problem, you all use the lyrics to much. I did that too, but at least I wrote the right ones. That song is an upsetting, sad song that I'm sure you haven't heard beings the fact you won't hear the original version unless you have the older "Taylor Swift" CD. So either write the right lyrics or stop trying to make everyone feel bad about you.

4. Misery Buisness By Paramore:
So Paramore recently released this song and it didn't amazing. It started Paramore's career. However, it really needs to stop being quoted. We get "She's a whore nothing more" it's great but just stop quoting it there are a bajillion other amazing quotes in their songs like; "The battle that you hate to fight just blam the limelight, don't look up just let them think there's no place else you'd rather be" see, good lyrics? Just go buy the CD.

I will be adding more lyrics tonight.

Just Watch The Fireworks ♥

So basically I've given up, no not on life, but on being sorry for myself. That's all 2007 was, an excuse for me to be sorry for myself. Really? Is that anyway to live my life? I'm going to do things I've wanted to do for a long time for me, not for anyone but me.
I'm done looking at the bad side of things. The side I absolutly hate just because people have told me to. I'm going to do a number of things and make 2000 freakin 8 the best damn year I've ever had.
I'm going to get into Carver first off, and if that doesn't happen; I'll live. I'm going to get a job so I can get some cold hard freakin cash, I'm going to write my book because I want to finish one, I'm going to get the guy because at the rate of running into him I'm going, he's got to at least of aknowledged my presents already, I'm going to go to every concert imaginable, I'm going to get through and survive freshmen year thanks to my bestest friend, Kelsey. I'm going to spend my money wisely, I'm going to do everything possible to help me achieve my dreams of becoming an author, I'm going to help save some lives, I'm going to put out my designs, and to top it all off, I'm going to get the guy, because at some point in time I have to change his life somehow, whether it be just running into him 39028 bajillion times, or talking to him which hopefully will come soon enough, one day he'll open his eyes and we'll be more then just aquaintences (more or less aquaintences), oh and he'll break up with stupid head.
Oh and I'm going to dress pretty because I feel happy at school when I'm wearing what I want to wear and doing what I want to do, which is writing, and working towards my ever living dream of finishing high school and going to NYU.
My life is done waiting around, and being a nobody, time to be happy or at least make the best of a given suituation, I'm going to be Me.
Not anyone else just mwah.

But one last complaint before I go on the quest to find Natalie:
These benefit concerts.
Em K.... so a year ago I started a benefit concert with my two best friends. I can promise you I did because I have a solid amount of people who were involved, I also have countless messages from bands interested as well as proof in a MySpace. Do you remember a year ago when someone messaged me saying I'm crazy? Ahahaha, now look at you all, really it's pathetic especially because the idea of a benefit concert was pathetic when I did it. But now that you're doing it you seem to think it's an amazing yet impossible idea.
Hah, really.... half the bands you most likely can't afford and in the long run you'll realize what you're thinking of doing is really hard.
Word of advice; donate your money, not someone else's especially when half the bands won't even do it.
KJN was the first ever benefit concert idea, thanks for stealing our "pathetic and impossible" idea, really.
Oh and for the people who are doing the one with the original fans, that's a little unfair. Especially because half the old fans, the ones who went and stood in line, and sent evil messages to Columbia you probably don't even know. So how on earth are you going to get every original fan? Hm....? Really it's a bit stupid, either include everyone or no one.
The original old fans are all over the place and you seem to not really care that you're just inviting your friend/aquaintences.
Anyways, that's my raint of the day.
Oh and please stop bluffing, no one can afford the Jonas Brothers, much less interupt their tour so you can have a private concert with all your friends.
I'm not saying it's not going to happen but I'm saying stop making everyone feel terrible, it's not really worth all this crap.
Okay I'm really really really done.
P.L.H.
N.C.L.