Waiting For Summer

I'm so excited for summer! It's like well I hope right around the corner! I'm so excited but not to excited to be going to High School. It's really going to scare me. I mean REALLY! I'm not ready for it quite yet. Time is passing by so fast! I can't believe it! It seems like just yesterday I was going into middle school for the first time, scared to death. But as I get ready I start to wonder if I'm going to be going it alone. I've been having so many problems. I mean my best friend, and I barly talk anymore because of Kallie. The girl can be nice but she's a obvious suck up and liar. Everyday people come to me and say "I love Kallie" I feel like she's perfect and I'm just the Girl Next Door. Right now yes I am upset! Yes I am mad. But part of me thinks it's just the green monster of jealousy. I really wish I would've gone to the dance. I really do at least I could've had fun. I think right now what i need is a break. From school just to chilax and preform! Yes Kasey, Jessi and I are booking some small shows, nothing fancy. Just so we can be ready for a bigger show in the near future! I am deffinitly learned this year, and I have deffinitly found out many things. I've met friends, I've lost friends but still. I mean come on! This year has deffinitly been the hardest. And I know it's just going to keep getting worse. So thanks to all my friends who have stood bye me and know what's going on. You all rock and I love you!
Love Always,
!Natalie!

My true Best friends!